Friday, December 16, 2005

By Accident

認識他, T, 純粹是個意外! 然後, 一連串的意外就這樣展開了… I couldn't change God's plan. I guess. I have to say that is sort of something like by accident. Then, I knew T at Starbucks Coffee in Aachen Germany this November. One of my friends told me, you cannot control your life sometimes. Therefore, you don't need to be well-planned everything. Then, the rest will follow. Is that true? I didn't believe it in the beginning. But, now, I think that I cannot deny it was happened to me indeed on this November. Till at this moment, I still hope it isn't a dream. As I am so afraid that nobody will believe me, if I tell to people this so fantastic story in the reality world. Everything was turning up too fast to react. I didn't force myself changing anything; I didn't have any expectation as well; but T was there in front of me when I need somebody next to me. Is that real the God's plan? I don't know, but I would like to thank God for this everything… 2005/11/25, 18:07 pm, Friday, at Starbucks in Aachen Germany, one cup of coffee Macchiato, the first time you sight, T & J, magic accident happened from at this moment… -no.827- Picture: The Starbucks Coffee in Aachen, Germany. (Nov. 2005) Memorial Date: 2005/12/16, Boyfriend & Girlfriend

1 comment:

Ariel said...

Hi, 小如,

那幾天在Groningen的日子,
我也是很享受著的跟你與淑貞的時光,
那也是我再荷蘭的這一年裡,
感受到最老朋友的友誼了!!

每次我回想自己曾經做過了些什麼事,
竟然漸漸地有種人生的體會:
在過去的那個時間做過的那些事, 就是最恰如其分的在那個時間點發生...
不會有猶豫, 也沒有後悔, 當然更沒有遺憾...

我知道現在的自己,
練習著如何認真的活著,
盡情的呼吸在每個片刻的當下,
這一秒鐘的自己,
在下一秒鐘, 我還是對得起自己,
感受人生的充實, 沒有白白走過...

後來我也發現,
認識了一個親密的情人,
那個交往的過程, 我發現也是一種可以認識自己的過程,
了解自己在未來想要過著怎樣的生活...

平日的生活點滴比生命的終點來得重要,
我現在了解到生命的意義,
其實就是找尋自己, 發現自己, 認識自己,
然後快樂的活著, 同時也祝福著身邊的人事物快樂順利...

我其實沒有期待意外與驚喜的發生,
但是, 其實, 意外與驚喜還是處處的充滿在身邊...
關鍵就在自己的心思是否夠細緻的感受到那當意外與驚喜悄悄發生的那個片刻...

^_^

Ariel

 
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